OK OK, so maybe not rage, eh, I don't know, all I do know is that this Louisiana weather needs to make up it's fricking mind. I'm here freezing at night, cooking during the day, turning on the AC makes it too cold, turning on the heater too hot, eh, I hate fall, it's always like this here, Mother Nature don't know if she wants to make us sweat or freeze. . .annoying. . .

Anyways, on the virtual front, I've grown rather addicted to making clothing on SL, I don't know I mean, there's just something bout looking at an outfit and thinking to yourself "I made this" that serves to bring a smile to your face, but eh, maybe I'm just that big of a geek. Planning on opening up shop in SL soon enough, already working on the building design. Though I can make textures just fine, it's making prim parts that gets to me, but eh, sculpties on Second Life are a wonderful thing.

Though I keep thinking, is Second Life becoming a replacement for the real life I can no longer enjoy? I mean, in real life I can't go outside during the day due to being mildly allergic to the sun and my eyes being so fricking sensitive to bright light and at night where I live, well, unless you count bars which I have zero interest in, there's near no night life here, almost everything closes as soon as the sun goes down so my RL social interaction is near nil due to it. I don't know, maybe a virtual world is both a blessing and a curse, at least it allows me to interact with others, even if it is only via an avatar in SL and voice on ventrilo. I suppose it'll just have to do for now, until I can get things to actually allow me to go out during the day, as it's better than nothing, right?

But anyways, over all I am a deal happier in life now, I have something to look forward to, or more, someone, I've found yet more creative outlets and, well, despite my health being a little unstable, emotionally things are evening out a bit, it's been, honestly, years since I've smiled as much as I have been lately, so long since I actually felt, well, human for lack of a better term, so long since I've just been able t be me, no mask, no charades, no cover ups, just me. I suppose it's simply a nice change.